Another blue-ish Monday..=(

No..tis time..not bcoz him anymore..he is not a part of my life anymore..i learn wen its time to let go..then u mz let go..there much more thing tat need me to complete it..wen u start to learn tat life is not jz anout love,u slowly will figure my words out..there are like tons n dozen of stuff tat had not been completed..due to me,onli concentrating in my LOVE life,after all is over,only i foundout there i so much things tat i miss..my family warmth,my friends laughter n my sch work is gettin more difficult.. No..ppl,dont get me wrong..i din mean tat u cnt have love..everyone will fell in love n get married n so on..but,while having love,Never,NEVER ever left out any other stuff.. u will regret..

2day im so blue-ish..is all becoz of my beloved 3 day pet..a cute puppy..i named it Orh Orh which means Black Black in Hokkien..my dad brought her back from his factory..coz the mother dog born 9 puppy at once..so sum the workers bring some of the puppy back home..n my dad brought me one..coz he kno im so fond of having a pet..The moment i saw her,i get a fright..coz her face is like so black..so i call her Orh Orh for tat reason..

Tats Her..at 1st,he is still scare..hahas..

im reali fond of him..coz she is my 1st pet dog..n she is so cute n naughty..she alw bite me..wit her tiny white teeth..then she alw fall asleep on my lap..which make me love her more..she would crawl himslef up my lap,then fall asleep..adorable..wen my fren cum my hse for BBQ,they aso say she is Cute..which suprise me..she is not like those expensive dog,jz a simple breed one,but they still adore her..tat makes me vy happy..

She,fall asleep on my lap while im playing Maple..

i will alw remember her small paws..so soft..

But the day has come,my mum told me she will get bigger n bigger as time flies..coz she is not like Toy Poddle,which will alw maintain its size small n petite..so my mum ask my dad brought her bk to her mum before i gettin more love on her..i feel so sad inside..i reali dowan sent her away...although she is jz a simple puppy,but she loves me as much as i love her..sobs..i reali cnt control my tears wen writing tis blog..i feel so useless..to let my dad take her away..n i cnt do anything..she will alw scwl wen she din saw me..n wenever i go n hug her on my arm,she wil stop scowling..as if she kno im her master..although its jz short 3 days,our friendship bond..my mum say its beta she went bk to her mum..at least she got her siblings there..ireali hope she is fine..wen i got to go slp ytd nite,i kiss her on her head..n look at her on her eyes..i do miss u dearly..u mayb will think im so emotional to cry over a 3 days pet..but u will nvr kno my feelings if u nvr had a pet b4..the moment i wake up tis morning,i feel so blank inside..i went to my kitchen where she use to stay in a shoe box lying asleep..but today she is no longer there..she will no longer answer to my call..

Me n Her..simple..yet memorable..

Her little paw on my hand for the last time..

i reali wondering how r u now..r u cold? did my dad feed u? did u enjoy playing v ur siblings? r u happy bk there? sobs..I will alw remember u as my pet..